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I’ve had incredible nausea for four days now
I am rolling back and forth between reverting to a state of despair and sucking it up with a smile. I am no good at faking
Fire starter
Tall horses and a little E, my room makes me so uncomfortable everytime it is re-designed. Airports, four new tires and an even newer sense of self.
I just wanna fuck
Folks get down in the sunshine
On the other hand it appears my computer is back to 60% efficiency so it is still mostly usable… I’m sitting here ruminating on my childhood and considering how all I ever did / wanted to do was be outside and ride bicycles or play football / basketball / soccer / baseball whatever kind of ball we had to use we would play whatever game ….. and nowadays my neighborhood is 100% devoid of any sort of kids outside doing anything. I know that there are kids living in my neighborhood because I see a lot of them walk to and from school but they go home, shut their doors and don’t come out till it’s time for school. What the fuck is going on. The other day we went to the beach and brought 6 beers for the two of us and we opened one beer and then decided we would build a trench on the shore one-man’s-body-wide and for half an hour we struggled and got incredibly dirty but we built the beginnings of a decent trench and I forgot all about my beer and I didn’t care about it and for that period of time I remembered what it was like to have good pure fun without the usage of intoxication. Pity….
Ever since I have been without a computer I have realized just how useless tumblr is
This has been on comstant rotation…. Ibcredible rhythms and melodies
PAN HEAD - RED EYE
Moonlight on Biscayne Bay, ca. 1904.
oh, to have been able to sit on Biscayne Bay in 1904…….
(Source: andrvw, via bloodnurse)
Standing broadside on Hollywood boulevard not looking into your eyes. You were unreal and I was too real. Love me
